low days really suck ass. those days when things just suck. i’m having one of those days. things just aren’t going my way. and by the way i didn’t make it for mississauga idol. i didn’t deserve it anyway. i don’t really deserve anything. but i’m sure you don’t want to read one of my endless rants on how much i hate myself and so on. just in case you don’t know, i hate myself. with good reason i think. there’s nothing to like really. well, i guess that’s it. i’ll go kill myself or something. nah. i don’t have the guts to do that. and yet another reason to hate me.