Jun 26
meh
things are meh. i’m having a shindig type deal tonight. it’s at sean’s place, so if you want to drop by, go right ahead. it’s a bbq/pool party. it should be alright, although i don’t know how many people are showing up. i don’t know if i want to go swimming. i think i’m too fat to be in a swimsuit. i’ve been told otherwise, but i know better. so we’ll see. i feel really down, but i think i’m just tired. i haven’t eaten all day either. yep, i’m an idiot. i finally got gifts for people. it’s good to have that out of the way. now i’m going to eat. i really want to be happy tonight. :) maybe that will help. so far, no. oh well. here we go.
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i’ve seen pics of you in a swimsuit, far from being too fat to wear one, you look really sexy in bikinis. you have beautiful curves, and should definitely show them off. and EAT.
-tal