it’s been quite a long time since i last posted. i’ve been quite happy for the last week though, surprisingly. i got the quality time i so badly needed. i realized that if i’m away from jeff for long periods of time, i get very moody. moody and distant. he balances me out, i suppose. last friday i was upset by certain situations, but all parties involved (with the exception of one) seem to be handling it well. it’s just a stupid decision that’s being used to gain leverage. i feel that none of us need to be falling apart over this. wallowing does nothing. get out of this rut and live your life. not as some depression junkie, but as the person who we all know and miss.

had some late night swimming escapades. at one of them i saw an old friend. it was funny just because i haven’t spoken to him in so long. we all had a fun night too, so that was good. later, jeff had to measure his pool to see if he could swim 200 metres in under five minutes. we figured he probably could. his party is this saturday. it should kick ass. there’s nothing better than friends, alcohol, swimming, hot tub, and good times. although, the alcohol will hopefully come after swimming and hot tub, as that could be a dangerous combination. or an extremely awesome combination. no, definitely the former.

i went shopping today for birthday presents. i only got a card for my mom. jeff was no help with ideas on what to get him. his best and only idea was “shirts”. i’ll get him something nice. i had other things to buy too, but i forgot about them until right now. i’ll buy them later. i got the newest tea party cd. i haven’t listened to it yet, but it should be exceptional. or maybe . . . i’ll have to see about that. i’m sick of doing that though. now i want ice cream. i won’t be happy until i get some.