obliviously obvious

holy shit. that movie was amazing. you probably wouldn’t agree with me unless you know how it feels. it’s kind of hard to believe that she went through all that at thirteen . . . on second thought, it’s not. i really liked that movie. if you’ve ever felt that you’re not worthy of being loved, the last scene will make you cry. there’s more to it than that, but i don’t want to get into my personal problems. a lot of people didn’t like this film for various personal reasons, but you really have to be in the same emotional situation to ‘get it’. the soundtrack is pretty good too. it made me like katy rose, when i specifically said i was going to hate her.

i can’t believe it’s only thursday. i keep thinking it’s friday for some reason. and it’s a shortened week god dammit. running makes me feel good. not in the chemical releasing, adrenaline, endorphin way either. more in the accomplishing goals, succeeding at something, doing something good for me kind of way. the best feeling is the shower afterwards. it’s just so refreshing.

i hate it when i have a song stuck in my head, but i can’t remember anything about it. thank god for Lyric Mania. now i know that the song was meant to live – switchfoot. i should probably go to bed soon. technically, i should be mentally and physically exhausted, but i’m not. why is limewire going so slow? poor quality my ass. download faster damn you!

ooh. i forgot. i got incubus tickets for their show on november 1st at copps coliseum. the best part: they’re on the floor! i’m so happy i got them. i’d like jeff to go with me, but he doesn’t seem like he wants to go. i think it could be a great day. it’s our anniversary, so we could go for dinner or something before, and then go to the show, and just spend time with each other. that’d be sweet. but if he doesn’t want to go, that’s cool. i’m sure i can wrangle someone else into going, like paula or sean. paula would go just for the chance to ogle hot rocker guys. plus we have some history with ‘wish you were here’. *wipes away tear* ah, good times. for some reason, i have lenny kravitz stuck in my head. you know when you have 2+ songs in your head, and they kind of meld together? yeah, that’s happening right now. i had the opening of a song i couldn’t remember in my head, but then i remembered what it was. i’m glad i did. it would’ve driven me nuts.

i feel like eating a mcchicken sandwich right now. mmm, so good. wow, it’s quite late. i didn’t realize. i’m kind of hungry, but i shouldn’t eat, i should go to bed. but i’m too hungry to sleep, and i’m so not tired.