things are sucking pretty bad for me right now. my holiday is being wasted away because i don’t have enough friends. well, i don’t have enough friends that are underage. and the ones that i do have are busy doing . . . i don’t know what they’re doing, but they don’t invite me. and the ones that aren’t those people are busy trying to see everyone they can before they go back to god only knows where. and everyone else is a jerk that i don’t really care to see anyway. i’m anti-social, so sue me. the real problem is i hate being anti-social. oh, i know, i’m a selective (picky) anti-social. although i’m “desperate” for friends, i’m not that desperate. everywhere i could go, i wouldn’t enjoy because i’d be surrounded by idiots.