Mar 11
jenny was a friend of mine
have you ever built something up in your head, and then when it doesn’t turn out the way you expected it to, you get really depressed? maybe that’s just because i am depressed. i’m confused with what i should expect though. this is one of those situations where i don’t know if it’s because of my mind, or i should actually feel this way. i know i probably shouldn’t feel this shitty. i just wonder sometimes. will it actually be any different later on? is feeling special too much to ask? i really am too depressed to tell right now. i hope to god this is chemical or hormonal, because i don’t know if i could live like this every day. fuck you for saying i’m negative. there’s no silver lining on this shitty cloud.
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why is it that when i try to fix things, it seems so stupid and not a big deal?