according to my underwear. cut me some slack, they were on sale. i scribbled a few things down to write about because i knew i’d forget if i didn’t. first on the agenda, sleep. actually, it’s the lack of sleep i’ve been getting. i cannot sleep no matter how hard i try. even sleeping pills don’t work. even on the nights where i fall asleep easier, i wake up only four hours after i fell asleep. because of this, i’m always tired. it’s insomnia. it’s terrible.

i always used to be one of those people that thought i could never sleep with anyone. now, i find it easier to sleep with jeff next to me. he’s not even close, but just knowing that he’s there is some sort of comfort. so, i don’t like sleeping by myself anymore.

from last wednesday to this tuesday, i didn’t wear a bra. when i put one on again, it felt really weird. i went almost a week. i find that pretty interesting. i also found that 100% brushed cotton underwear is the most comfortable thing ever. regular cotton is all well and good, but that brushed cotton is amazing.

i’ve been so bored the past couple of weeks. do not say “get a job” because that’s bullshit. then i’ll just be bored in a different environment. plus, i’ll be bitter as well.

i want to get professional hair and make-up done. the real deal that costs hundreds of dollars by people that know what they’re doing. that would be too awesome. speaking of awesome, laurier is an awesome university.

some universities are dicks. they say a certain item has to be sent to them by a certain deadline or that’s the end. that’s it. no excuses, no explanations, nothing. i realize this is how the real world works, but what if you couldn’t make a payment in time or something of that nature. there should be some leeway. well, laurier has that leeway. they said that all the audition things had to be sent in by march 7th. i sent mine in on time, but i got an email stating that if you hadn’t made the deadline, it’s okay because you can still book an audition date; those dates were simply for their scheduling needs. no penalties, no guilt trips, just send in the form now. i thought that was pretty awesome, considering that u of t is such a big dick about stuff like that. u of t isn’t even that good. they’re jerks. at least in the music department. they’re self-serving, narcissistic assholes.

my thighs are too fat. but to get them smaller, other things have to get smaller. believe me, i know, i already did it once. god damn you thighs. it’s things like these that really make me consider liposuction. that’s what it was invented for. oh well. i’ll just try exercise again and see what happens. man, i hate this so much. not that i have to work, but just that they’re still too fat. it disgusts me.

i need to buy more clothes. i need summer clothes. i bought some nice stuff today. you’re very welcome to help out by buying me something from any of the sites i listed below. or, just give me money. i love money.