i’m trying so hard to not let my mind destroy me. i can feel it right there on the edge. i need to see a therapist or something. i’m really mad now too because of blatant lies. only lie if you know you can get away with it. i probably just did something really stupid, but that’s life and i just don’t care anymore. i think i have a damn right to want to keep things that belong to me as mine. fuck this dancing around shit. fuckity fuck. people piss me off. just TELL THE TRUTH!