Apr 1
boo
i’m sorry. i suck as a person and i need help. things shouldn’t bother me and i shouldn’t be worried. i’m not anymore, but things do still bother me. i don’t even know why. just perspective i guess. anyway, i’m truly sorry. i hate what i’ve done.
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whitney…what if we have another girls night?
sunday.
yesno?
yes. but i’m not supposed to drink.
well im not supposed to eat baby horses after skinning them whole after breaking into buckingham palace to have sex with the queen’s mother’s corpse… so.. drink!
sometimes people can surprise you in the most wonderful ways. and i’m not talking about sean’s comment. it made my weekend. or maybe the drugs are kicking in. either way, i’m happier.
No worries, I suck as a person too. I probably need help also, but not really worrying about it. Just who I am (for now, I guess)… maybe help will find me one day. For now, I’ll just be… inanimate, like an object.
I know what you mean about people surprising you in wonderful ways… but maybe it’s not related to your particular circumstance. But it’s still… a good surprise.
babbling like an idiot… melz