obliviously obvious

i’m pretty drunk. drunk enough to be writing this anyway. you know who i love? jeff cutter. i really, really do love him. i can’t stand the thought of being without him. and the thought of him being with someone else drives me up the wall. especially if that someone is that stupid idiot. wow, i can’t believe i’m going to post this, but i am because i’m drunk. cake is really good. i really don’t like her. i know i’m better than her in every aspect (or so i’ve been told by everyone but the person who matters) but i still can’t help feeling threatened. blah. i hate being insecure. it’s not that i think he’d cheat on me, it’s that i think i’m not good enough. that i’m inferior to her. i still cannot believe that i’m actually going to post this. oh well. god, i’m such an idiot. do you see what i have to deal with every day? you see why i don’t want to be me anymore? man, i don’t know how jeff puts up with me. by the way, feedback from jeff about this post would be great. just because i’m drunk and writing everything on my mind. i can always delete it later.

batman begins is an awesome movie. i really liked it. i wish i was going out with a superhero. jeff kind of reminds me of batman though. at least the way he was presented in this movie. that was a good movie. can you tell by my repetitiveness that i’m intoxicated, because i am you know.

okay, time for bed and episodes of the simpsons and clone high. oh clone high, so hilarious. i love you jeff. i love you more than anything else in the world. yes, i do know what i’m saying, i just can’t think of a reason right now (i just typed with instead of right) to not post it. okay, goodnight. enjoy my loving ramblings about jeff.