Aug 23
seven minutes in heaven
i’m missing a party, for multiple reasons. i feel really bad, but i have no ride, and i’m physically exhausted. i know i won’t fall asleep until late even though i only got about two hours of sleep last night. i spent the day at canada’s wonderland today as well. maybe it’s more because i’m torn. why do words always get to me? they’re simple words and nothing more. i can’t do anything with those easy words, yet i still hang onto them so. i never learn. i’m still hanging . . . i just can’t let go. maybe i will go. maybe i can get a ride.
side note: i really like fall out boy. some songs are mediocre at best, but in others i absolutely adore his voice.
“you pretty much have to get over things quickly… and if you can’t, you’ll fuck everyone else over, or you’ll dig yourself deeper.” mel’s right. so, i’m going to the party . . . if i can get a ride.
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so i can’t get over this one thing and i don’t know why. it’s probably because i don’t know the truth. this line is applicable:
The only thing worse than not knowing
Is you thinking that I don’t know
I’m having another episode
I just need a stronger dose
yep, that totally fits right now. god damn. get over it!
Whitney I totally know what it’s like to dwell on something that u so desperately want to forget. It’s like your mind just stays fixed on it and it drives you insane. I think the human mind is naturally self destructive. lol.