Aug 27
proving to be difficult
not being jealous, envious, or hate-filled is harder than i thought. especially when it’s right in my face. this is another one of those things where i don’t know if i should be mad or not. i’m pretty sure i should be. again, it’s all perspective and i fear that mine will never be experienced the way it should. i’ve seen it the other way and that’s fine, but i need things to be seen my way sometimes. i want some normalcy, even if it’s fake. i’ll take a lie at this point. i suppose i shouldn’t be writing about this, i should be talking about it. i just fear an argument when that’s the last thing i want.
i could really go for some sort of gelatin dessert. i don’t know why, but that sounds really good right now. maybe if it had marshmallows and fruit in it. mmm. maybe i’ll just have a milkshake instead.
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i miss feeling wanted.
for goodness sake whitney….listen to what other people tell you.
what? if you’re talking about what i think you’re talking about, no.