Oct 20
elevator
i was supposed to write this two hours ago because i wanted to have a post every day, but oh well. i’m probably getting my smart serve certification tomorrow. it’ll be good to get that out of the way. i also sent an email to everyone for my party that i’m supposed to be having. my parents are supposed to be going to mexico on vacation. that’s exactly where hurricane wilma is/might be heading. they may not even be able to get there, or there trip will be delayed or something.
i just got distracted looking for volunteering opportunities, so i’m done.
3:18 am – if i had a hat, i’d eat it right now. simply due to frustration with a mix of anger, and a hint of envy. i hate this feeling. it’s a physical feeling in my chest. it’s like someone’s sitting on me. punching isn’t as satisfying as strangling. i always feel like strangling things when i get like this. my hands get all twitchy. okay, that’s enough expression of my mental problems. the thought is driving me insane. why do i have to hate her so much? why did his opinion have to change? argh!!!
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