Oct 28
that was a close one
i almost missed a post for today. okay.
i have a feeling that someone is somewhere that i don’t want them to be with someone that i don’t want them to be with. at the same time, i feel like i’m just being paranoid. however, it’s one of those things that wouldn’t surprise me if i found out i was right. i’d be mad and upset, a little surprised, but because of how my life is, not in shock over it.
tomorrow’s party is still on. i’m preparing now by doing my laundry. that’s the first step to cleaning my room. there are four steps to complete. it’s going to be a long night. tomorrow i have to go looking for some sort of costume. if i don’t find anything, i’ll rely on my backup.
ooh, i really hope i’m wrong. it’ll kill me if i’m right. i just have to not think about it because there’s nothing wrong with it, i just don’t like it. i hate it. i can’t stand it . . . okay, it’s time to put in the next load of laundry. hopefully by keeping busy, i can occupy my mind and not worry or think or conjure up crazy scenarios. wish me luck.
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