i’m not going to explain the ow because frankly, i’m too damn embarrased. you should never be ashamed of what you love, but in my case it’s the extent at which i love it combined with what it is that makes it so shameful. not to mention unhealthy. i’ll be back later, i have bottles to open, dinner to eat and addictions to nourish.

feb. 5 – i was supposed to finish this a while ago, but i got caught up in . . . things. now, i’m leaving to do more things, so i’ll finish this later. i might try to write every day, but lately i just haven’t had the desire or need to do so. i have more important things to do than be online all day.

now i’m off.

i’m finally back and so far, i’m only enjoying it half as much as i expected. i have my old harddrive, but i can’t access anything because i can’t get to my old windows login. i’m sure there’s a simple way to fix it, i just haven’t figured it out. or maybe there isn’t because before i couldn’t access anything, but now i can access some things, but not all of the same stuff. it’s very frustrating. anyway, off to play wow finally. at least there’s some good to this.