obliviously obvious

now i’m just frustrated. it’s mostly my fault, but part of it isn’t. i like spur of the moment things as much as the next person, but when you know something hours in advance, there’s no point in keeping it from me until later. that just leads to me wasting my time and thinking that something else is going to happen. not to mention that this screws up tomorrow, too. don’t ask me how. it will seem dumb and shallow to most people, but it still pisses me right off.

i’ll use my spare time to ponder how to preserve what i’ve got right now. i’ll just leave the rest and touch-up tomorrow. maybe i’ll take it off. yeah, i will.

ow.

i’m tired and hungry. you all know what that means . . . complete mood swings from hysterical to irritable and bitchy. i’m glad i’m wearing my bitch t-shirt. it warns people. but then they make a comment about it, and in this mood, i just snap at them for it.

i have a whole post to write still. it was supposed to be written a week ago. i’ll get on that after sleep and eat. yes, i realize that’s wrong. no, i don’t care.

friday night was spent at a kegger with jeff’s friends from york. it was very fun in spite of the fact that i didn’t know anyone there. that’s why i wrote that half drunk post on saturday morning. i hate being inebriated when jeff’s sober. i always feel like such an idiot afterwards. oh well, it was still fun.

coconut
time change
fun weekend
hair being red

i had some quite interesting dreams. i wonder what they meant. they weren’t exactly happy, but they weren’t all bad.

i’d really like to write a book or host a show on how to do this one particular thing. it would show people how to do it efficiently and effectively. it’s a really good idea, just not widely accepted.

ok, off to shower and other random house things.

so, i’m a little drunk. that still doesn’t mean that what i say isn’t the truth. and the truth is, i’m happy.