Jul 1
three years
it’s been heaven, with pieces of hell provided by myself. i can’t believe it. i’m so lucky and so happy. sometimes i lose sight of what i have, but i’ve been correcting that. it’s hard to believe, but incredibly reassuring and pleasurable, that it wasn’t luck. i’m euphoric. the only thing that would make me happier is if i was with him -right now-. oh well, he’ll be home soon.
i’m still not over this twenty thing. in some weird way, i also never thought i’d be here now. i’ve written many a journal entry over that fear/thought.
random aside: my puppy is so cute.
i wish i could feel this happy all the time. i wish i could spread this happiness to everyone i love, just so they know that things will be alright.
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