Aug 27
strongsad
i don’t know why, but i’m sad. maybe it’s just low blood sugar and lack of sleep. i think it has to do with a laptop, or lack thereof. possibly asinine behaviour was involved, so to speak. it probably leads back to the whole nonsensical actions of others again. i just don’t know why it would bother me so much. because the consequences are costly and ridiculous when the answer can be easy. whatever. it’s not my place. it just seems silly.
i feel so apathetic. i hate this feeling. i like caring about stuff.
i kind of want to go tomorrow but i don’t know why; to offer support? prove we’re still good? free food? ah, spend time with jeff. i’m also hungry now, but i should be sleeping, especially considering that i’ll be going to school in just over a week and i have to get up at ass o’clock. there’s also the fat and calories to consider. i really don’t need anymore reasons to hate the way i look. i’m already unhappy enough as it is. sleep (which i won’t be able to do) or eat (which i’ll hate myself afterwards for)?
i planned on having a mega singing session on friday, i think. it didn’t happen. i need to sing.
i guess i’ll go make myself something to eat.
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