days off are great. i raped my exam yesterday. i have a law exam on thursday, but i should do well on that. i’m a little worried about other things. all in good time.

tomorrow should be good. a day off to do whatever. i think i’ll have an incubus day. mm, incubus.

update – i’m so bitter right now. i know it’s because i haven’t eaten and i’m thinking too much, but i can’t stop. it doesn’t help that i can neither affirm nor deny the accuracy of my thoughts. bah.

update – i’m no longer bitter, but now i don’t know what to do. which side do i give in to?

i feel sick . . .

update – i still feel sick, but incubus is my study buddy.

i love finding new artists. it’s refreshing.

i should be writing at a time like this, but i’m dry. i had a dream about a week ago that had three awesome songs in it. i had it all arranged and all the vocals sorted. even the guitar was worked out. it was pretty awesome. of course i forgot it when i woke up. i hate that so much. maybe it wasn’t actually good, i just perceived it as good. i guess i’ll never know.

start working out. seriously.

and eat better.

update – does it make me a nerd if i get really, really excited about listening to the incubus album with headphones? yes? yeah, i thought so. i can’t believe i haven’t done it yet. i know what i’m doing to fall asleep tonight/this morning. hehehee. yay! so excited!

update: i keep seeing it and it’s so sad. it saddens me. but i was also right about not much changing. i think it’s more because of what’s not there and probably never will be again. it’s a mixed blessing.

i haven’t listened to it yet, but brand new released a new album on tuesday entitled ‘the devil and god are raging inside me’. just a heads up if you’re a fan. i liked their older stuff and i loved the remixes, so i’ll have to see what this is like. hopefully, it will be good.

my plan for february was ruined. it was so good too. at least now i don’t need as much money. i could still do it, but it seems kind of stupid considering . . . things. maybe i’ll just play hooky like i said and go to new york instead. how is that a better idea, whitney? new york is farther away and it’s way more expensive and it’s harder to get to. damn it. bah.