Apr 29
i’m sorry
i know you’re happy now. i wish you weren’t. i don’t know what exactly i did for you to hate me. maybe i’m just not good enough? i haven’t been the only one accused of that flaw. whatever it was, i can’t help but feel saddened and angered at the whole situation. also frustrated that i can’t just come out and talk to everyone like i want to so badly. again, i’m in a mood where i can say anything and i don’t care about the consequences. really, what does it matter? it doesn’t.
you’d think i’d be used to people not liking me by now. it’s been happening all my life. i don’t really know why. i know i think i’m a terrible person, but compared to others, i’m not that bad. especially considering people don’t know the thoughts which lead me to believe i’m terrible. so what is it? what is it about me that’s so unlikable? go ahead, leave a comment. tell me my wrongdoings. i’m giving you permission to kick me while i’m down. i hope i can use it to better myself, or get better friends. hah.
update – if it makes you feel better, leave a comment anonymously.
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