May 26
bored and bitter
it’s a bad combination. it leads to rumination. i sent out more emails for interviews though, so it’s not all bad.
tomorrow is driving and something else. i can’t stand to stay in again. i’m going to have to force myself onto someone else’s plans.
i wish i was tired.
i’ve gotten into the habit of window shopping on ebay. the hope of purchasing something new keeps me happy. wow, i’m so pathetic and riddled with problems. to be fair, i haven’t really bought anything for myself in a long time. i really wanted to wait until i had a job, but there’s this amazing ps2 package on ebay right now. i know it’s going to rocket up to at least $400 and i should buy the decent priced one that ends first, but i want it so badly. it has so many things in it that i want. there’s also a number of tablet pcs that are for sale that i want too. if only i’d gotten the job at yuk yuk’s. stupid place. they didn’t even let me know i wasn’t hired. i even sent her a thank you for the interview and she didn’t even respond to that. how unprofessional.
i guess i’ll go back to being more bored. i’m thirsty. it’s also unusually warm down here. i don’t like it. i still need to talk, but i haven’t felt like it and i don’t know if i ever will. it’ll be like talking to a wall with attitude. fun. *waves flags*
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