an experiment of sorts
does anyone know if google ads are worth it? i’ve been thinking about it just because.
i could probably sing all of morning view (ouch it only got 2 1/2 stars from rolling stone. they suck anyway), including all the harmonies and embellishments (even the ones that have only been done a few times in live performances), in my sleep. how’s that for a run-on sentence?
to say he only ever had two lessons, b’s a pretty good singer, technically i mean. he’s only gotten better too. most people get gradually worse, but his technique’s improved. his diction and phrasing has always been above par in the ‘pop’ world. i suppose that comes with being a poet. hehe, he’s a poet. that sounds so funny. he’s really settled into what he can do. he’s only thirty-one. that’s quite a feat. a lot of people can’t be taught that kind of control, let alone grasp it naturally. gee whitney, do you really need to be singing (pun unintended) his praises anymore? we all know he’s perfectly perfect in every way. it would be really bad if he somehow read this one day. it’s not entirely impossible.
it still blows my mind. it seriously feels like some wonderful dream that happened. of course there’s little secrets that i keep which make the night even more special, but i’ll never tell.
i wish i had grown up in hawaii. i imagine i would’ve been a really great surfer if i had the chance to be in the environment. i was always a water baby. i was practically a fish. i never wanted to get out of the water. it didn’t help that i wanted to be a mermaid for the longest time. to be completely honest, i wouldn’t turn it down now. shut up! mermaids are cool. the little mermaid was my favourite movie for the longest time because she was a mermaid and she had the best voice in the kingdom that also made princes fall in love with her. how cool was that? guess what i was always doing come bath time? singing and pretending i was ariel, only i was me. okay, even i think this is a little too personal now.
i need some white boards or something. it’s all well and good having a journal/site/cork board to put up ideas and such but they’re not hands on enough . . . somehow. i like writing and scribbling and doodling. i need to get some notebooks. like i need more random scraps of paper crumpled in my room. speaking of which, i really, really need to clean it.
‘just the sound of resplendent tongues colliding.’ isn’t that just a fabulously marvelous sentence? it’s so sensual. the fact that it’s coming from b’s mouth only makes it that much more delicious. i swear just that man’s voice turns me on. that’s a real superpower.
dear lord i look like hell. i guess that’s what no sleep does. i should sleep soon because i have to go to the library today. i’d apply for jobs, but i look like crap.
oh man, how does he do it? he gives me chills every single damn time. he just oozes sex.
when i was on their tour bus with mike we were talking about music because i told him i’m a singer. he asked me which female singers do i like and i had a really difficult time not saying ‘i don’t like female singers because brandon is the best singer to me.’
it’s funny how music can harbour emotions. not even emotions just how certain times in your life felt. ‘anna molly‘ brings back all the excitement i had for light grenades coming out. it was just a little later than this a year ago. it was already continuously cold. ‘anna molly‘ was the only single and i must’ve listened to it on repeat for hours. i wanted it to saturate my very being. actually, i could probably sing all of light grenades in my sleep too since i listened to it on repeat every second i could get once it came out. i was going to say that i didn’t know why my incubus obsession had made what seemed to be a dramatic leap with this album, but i do know. i was filling an emotional hole. no, back then it was just a crutch to get me through. only now is it a hole-filler. sad.
i was thinking about picking up wow again, just because they offer payment through paypal now. i didn’t like paying on my credit card because i go by the motto ‘if i don’t have the cash, i can’t use credit.’ now they’ve announced a new expansion. i know it’s at least a year away but i haven’t even burned (another unintentional pun) through the first expansion.
man, i’m fucking nuts. okay, pizza and then much needed sleep. this will be fun to read later. now to fill in all the links.
p.s. i love wikipedia. it has facts and quotes even i didn’t know about. amazing!