obliviously obvious

this is probably really old and i’m sure it’s way funnier because i’ve been up all night, but this had me laughing so much my cheeks and stomach hurt. impossibly embarrassing story.

frozen pop-tarts are the best thing in mankind’s existence.

i changed my room around. i also put some new stuff on my board. hopefully, they can stay there. i guess i put them there as a reminder and wish. anyway, i like the way my room is now. i just need to get blinds and paint it and it’ll be done. just in time for me to move out of it.

i’m finally in a normal sleeping pattern. i’ve been craving sleep lately, but i haven’t been having any spectacular dreams. i want some good dreams, dammit.

my parents found an ipod shuffle(first generation), so i have one of those now. it’s okay. i don’t really see what the big fuss is about. i guess it’s good that i can fit every incubus song on it, rarities, b-sides and lives included, but i end up skipping most of them anyway. i think i’m just tuned to cds.

i’m feeling very optimistic or daring right now. i certainly hope it sticks throughout the day.

update – i think i know what i want for my first tattoo, and it isn’t an autograph like i planned. i still haven’t decided on that, but we’ll see. i’ll re-work the one i have in mind and see what happens. it’s a little big for my hip, so i might have to move it to one of my other four locations, although it would look nice there.

buy pop-tarts. they will solve all that’s wrong with the world.

update – i think my only resolution for this year will be to spend more money on music. basically just devote my life to it in its entirety. see more shows, listen to more, really get soaked with musical experiences.

start working out. seriously.

and eat better.

update – does it make me a nerd if i get really, really excited about listening to the incubus album with headphones? yes? yeah, i thought so. i can’t believe i haven’t done it yet. i know what i’m doing to fall asleep tonight/this morning. hehehee. yay! so excited!

i’ve started falling asleep early and being tired at ‘normal’ times. it’s 11:33 pm right now, and i want to sleep. i suppose it doesn’t help that i have nothing to keep me occupied, but this has become a regular event. i’ve fallen asleep at 11 or earlier since i started school. i’m tired all the time and i don’t know why. maybe i’m not eating enough, but i don’t think that’s it.

in semi-related news, i’ve been having rather good days in hating the way i look. i still have to work out, but i’ve been more realistic with my image. i’m surprised me and jeff didn’t do more physical activities together. that can be something we’ll work on in the future.

i think i might see play! with my classmates. someone else saw the flyer and brought it up. i mentioned the price, but they still seemed interested. we’ll see how things go.

i should sleep, or something. i just got a last minute rush of energy, so maybe i’ll do something else.

i hate leaving sad/angry posts up, so i’m writing this. i’m feeling much better. i guess it was just a bad afternoon. however, i do still think i look fat, but that won’t stop me from eating double stuf oreos. i got two bags for $5.00 flat. both jeff and i were surprised at the flat part.

now i’m going to eat fattening burger king or mcdonald’s. oy, i need to work out. tomorrow, for sure. weights tonight, definitely.