frozen pop-tarts are the best thing in mankind’s existence.

i changed my room around. i also put some new stuff on my board. hopefully, they can stay there. i guess i put them there as a reminder and wish. anyway, i like the way my room is now. i just need to get blinds and paint it and it’ll be done. just in time for me to move out of it.

i’m finally in a normal sleeping pattern. i’ve been craving sleep lately, but i haven’t been having any spectacular dreams. i want some good dreams, dammit.

my parents found an ipod shuffle(first generation), so i have one of those now. it’s okay. i don’t really see what the big fuss is about. i guess it’s good that i can fit every incubus song on it, rarities, b-sides and lives included, but i end up skipping most of them anyway. i think i’m just tuned to cds.

i’m feeling very optimistic or daring right now. i certainly hope it sticks throughout the day.

update – i think i know what i want for my first tattoo, and it isn’t an autograph like i planned. i still haven’t decided on that, but we’ll see. i’ll re-work the one i have in mind and see what happens. it’s a little big for my hip, so i might have to move it to one of my other four locations, although it would look nice there.

more things are changing. it’s harder to grasp a comfortable stance on this one because i have no way to ease into the situation. it’s just *boom* different. it’s making me sadder than i thought. that place is filled with memories. even before i knew of it, there were many parties and incidents that happened there. i can’t say i’m happy about the new situation, but at least it’s still in a livable/partying condition. if i know people, it will never truly get ‘fixed-up’ anyway. many unfulfilled promises are in that history.

the more i think about it, the sadder i get. i think i would’ve rather it been completely off limits and no one move into it. that’s much easier to swallow, for some reason.

i just started thinking about a bunch of things that completely sidetracked me from sentimentality. time for some spongebob.