obliviously obvious

i’m so far behind in reading the iov boards; i’m dreading it. i keep putting it off because i know i’ll have shitloads to read, including a write-up of an afterparty that i’m looking forward to. i also haven’t had my meds in 3? days, so everything is dizzy and i’m fucking nuts. my dreams are so far beyond crazy right now. to add to it, they’re even more realistic. like i really needed that.

i’m so hungry. i half-dreamed about eating cream of chicken soup with crackers. of course, we don’t have any crackers and they’re the part that seals the deal. so i ordered mr sub. i should probably go wait for that upstairs. oh yeah, so much delicious food.

god i’m dizzy.

holy typo nightmare, batman!

i finally get everything all set with this and what happens? an updated version of wordpress is released. this was one of the cons that i thought about when having it installed for me; i thought that if i had the experience, at least i’d kind of know what to do later. now, i don’t. oh well. i’ll fix it some time this weekend if i decide to not have fun.

i’ve been completely preoccupied with final fantasy x with a mix of devil may cry and guitar hero I and II. i already have more than twenty games due to my extremely super amazing ebay buying skills. all of my games were $10-$15 including shipping. that’s way better than anywhere else, used or not, and it was delivered right to my door. i’ll be having fun with my ps2 or i’ll be going out to drink. either/or i doubt i’ll have time for this site. lousy security update. *shakes fist*

so this is it, for now. i know the colours and butterflies are a bit girly, but it’s clean and simple and fits in with my ’slogan’ (which is completely ripped off by the by). all that’s left is to start my dream journal, but due to certain plugin restrictions i don’t know if i can still do that immediately. it’s too bad because i just had a really emotional one last night. meh, i’ll write it and see what happens.

i think my ps2 might’ve arrived. whee. i have to go to the post office to pick it up tomorrow. i’m less excited about this than i thought i would be. it’s probably just because i’ve been keeping myself busy with coding and customizing my site as of late. it almost makes me think i should(’ve) go(ne) into programming or some sort of computer sciences. the problem is i don’t really understand it, i just ‘get it’ and i’m a fast learner. i guess that would be the point of going to school for it. i also don’t know how much i’d enjoy it as a job and how lucrative it is now/unless you’re a superwhiz and a superwhiz i am not. at least, i don’t think i am. enough about school, i don’t want to think about it.

i had an amazing birthday week/end. i’ll write about it later because i have more customizing and ftp-ing that i want to do.

i’ve got wordpress up and running on my domain. check it out if you want, but it’s all just test stuff. yes, i got someone else to install it for me, not because i’m not capable, but because i’m truly lazy and customizing is enough work/decisions. plus, if you can have someone do it for you for free, why the hell not? i know i could’ve just deleted everything and made it look like i did it myself but i at least owe them advertising for a bit and i don’t want to be a dirty liar. oh yeah, that means i got hosting too. it’s free and if i want to upgrade it’s super cheap with the best package being only $7.95 USD/month. other added stuff (more bandwidth, additional storage space etc.) is only $1/month so if need be i can always do that.

as for right now, i’m going to sleep because i haven’t gotten much of it in the last little while due to partying and that’s not changing any time soon either. i’m officially twenty-one and i’ll be out on the town all night tonight. it’s going to be a blast. hmm, maybe i should go to the bank first. nah, i should be cool.

i’m thinking about switching to wordpress. to be honest, i’ve already imported all my posts and comments so all i really need to do is point my domain to it. i don’t really know much about css, but i taught myself html so i shouldn’t have a problem. at the moment, it’s just something to mess around with. the thing i like most is having separate pages available. then i’d be able to initiate my dream journal which i’ve been wanting to do for a while. there are other pages i could use for things too, like lists, since i secretly love making lists.

update – i’m trying out drupal now too. no more custom domain for this though as it’s been delegated to the drupal site for now, but free hosting for a month so it’s all aces! we’ll see how it goes.

stupid domain. this is frustrating me. it should work by now. i have no patience. i want things to happen immediately and swiftly. stupid internet. catch up, damn it!

i’ll do the real post tomorrow, including all the good details that i’ve been clinging to for happiness. not completely. i’m having an angry vs sad moment, so i don’t give a damn about certain things. there’ll be some awfully interesting conversations later. i might even go so far as to call. what the hell, break tradition. things just aren’t settled like they should be, and it’s not all my fault damn it! boo! grr, i’m so mad. no, i’m frustrated and feel unjustified.