this is the messenger bag that i got which is to show my love of death note. it has many pockets and zippers and places to put things. i’m quite happy with my $12 purchase.

this is the death note purse. more for evenings and social occasions than school/work use. another great $10 purchase.

what’s this? a real death note?

it looks like the real book . . .

nope, it’s just a box . . . for a mini death note?

ah, it’ a super nifty lighter. neat, huh? well i like it, so sucks to your lack of enthusiasm.

my ds lite with game and charger and stylus etc. i have a crystal clear hard case, game and g6 real flash/mod card (shh, it’s just for homebrew *shifty eyes*) for it on the way. should i have waited for the 2GB model to not cost over $100? nah, 1GB should be good enough.

here’s the case for my games, both gba and nds, and the box for my game. not the best game, but there are worse.

here’s the whole ps2 bundle.

the first stack of games.

the second stack of games.

the funky, yet sensitive guitar.

the system itself with two controllers and a multi-port.

and that’s it for now because i don’t want to take any more pictures because i’m too busy laughing at people’s terrible singing.

as you may or may not know from my msn name, i’ve been feeling rather apathetic lately about, oh well, let’s say everything. because of this wonderful bout of laziness and all around lack of caring for anything, i’ve been led into a rather steep spiral of screwing myself academically. ‘will i ever learn?’ the girl asks herself, hoping that she will and somehow pull herself out of this dreary mess and move on to something else without being in more debt for no good reason. ignore that little foray into third person-like narrative.

i suppose you could say that i lost the internship. i still hope to go for it at another time in the near future, but due to school scheduling (or lack there of) i can’t go. the fact that it’s in the middle of ass nowhere doesn’t help either. i guess in some twisted (read:stupid) way, i blamed school for holding me back and not allowing me to pursue something that looked ever hopeful in this barren wasteland that is my life. so, being the smart person that i am, my way around it was to not go to school or the internship and make doubly sure that i erased any possible chance of not wasting large sums of money.

i regret going to this school. i should’ve stuck to my guns and said it was too much money. the only thing for me now is to try my best not to fail out and move on; concede to my mistake, take it where it hurts most and hope that some good can come out of it. even if it is just an internship.

this was originally going to say that my lack of posts was to be corrected by a photo entry of all my current (ha! i typed cutter. *sigh* get over it you silly girl) purchases, but i guess i got carried away with my tangential absentee reasoning. the next one will be fun.

more pictures + less words = fun and happiness for all.

i didn’t really lie. it was my imaginary eight ball’s fault. i’d post pictures up right now if i had batteries for my camera, but i don’t. definitely tomorrow though.

had an absolute blast tonight at the kingdom, again with my l.a. lover. she and i just click on so many things. it’s great when everyone around you thinks you’re drunk, but you’re really just having an awesome time. i’m still slightly deaf.

sent some stupid messages and some thoughtful messages to people. they didn’t reply to them, but they were read, which is more than i can say for most people.

the incubus shows tonight and tomorrow were canceled due to b’s throat infection and general sickness of the band. my show’s still up in the air, but i’d rather have them in full health able to enjoy themselves than sick and barely pulling through. i think my plan is going to go over quite well.

now, to sleep or watch a terrible movie? terrible movie it is. i’m going to get sick at this rate.

new hair pictures taken and uploaded tomorrow? as i see it, yes.
second batch on saturday? outlook good.
all for a stupid reason that probably won’t lead to anything? most likely.
still a small part that hopes i’m wrong? signs point to yes.