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forgive me

December 28th, 2006 | Category: me, sad, words, worried

forgive me for my obsession, but this fantasy’s all i have. it’s the only thing that’s real to me. it’s the only thing i know for sure. i deserve nothing more.

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punchdrunk

December 23rd, 2006 | Category: me, music, words, writing

i can feel it edging in. it’s like having the word on the tip of my tongue. it’s slowly coming around again. i’m beginning to get my light back.

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alison

December 01st, 2006 | Category: concert, incubus, me, music, words, writing

god, i need to write. i’m not going to get any better by being stagnant. but again, it’s those damn transitions. i want to be good now. none of this toiling and growing from experience crap. aren’t artists supposed to enjoy the journey? i guess not. maybe only in hindsight. i appreciate the aspect of looking back and realizing that previous works were crap, but why must it take so long to get to that point? if i could go back in time, i would, in a heartbeat. i don’t regret the things i’ve done, but i’d change a lot of things.

in happier news (i had a hard time remembering how to spell news for a second there. i think my brain is fried) incubus tickets go on sale tomorrow. i’m so glad this is only the first leg. i’m also glad that it’s small venues. this gives me my chance. i think i might test the orange tube top rumour. why the hell not? hmm, i don’t have an orange tube top. i’ll have to get one. i’m going to be outside that venue all day on sunday, just waiting. it will be eerie and possibly scary, but if i’m there long enough, they’ll have to talk to me. it’s what they do. that’s what they’re like. okay, i’m typing too many of my thoughts. time to stop.

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the sweetest words in history

September 26th, 2006 | Category: love, words

i’m still in love with you.

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